this isnt about dragging or being problematic or getting back at me this is an actual attack on me and my safety this gofundme is my last resort at finding some kind of peace and refuge from this fucking horrible thing that i’ve been fighting with for the past 9 months honestly if you’re my friend or follower or whatever i beg that you please listen to me when i say nothing he says is true
My ex boyfriend sexually assaulted me in my sleep, was emotionally abusive and manipulative during our relationship. When he broke up with me, he became even more emotionally abusive and even verbally abusive - calling me a “fucking bitch” when I said I was taking our kittens (that I paid for and took care of) among other things. He attempted to kick me out of the apartment we shared (I had to call police so he would let me in) and even told me to stay in a women’s shelter instead. I was forced to quit my job and move back to California to live with my family if I wanted a [safe] place to live because my mental health and well being depended on it.
After returning to California and taking a few weeks to recover from his suicidal threats, his emotional and verbal abuse, and our break up, I came to Tumblr to speak about his abusive behavior as a way to seek refuge and justice so I can feel at peace.
Like I said in my previous post, a handful of bloggers attacked me in an attempt to defend my ex boyfriend by slandering my character so they can invalidate my statements. Tumblr user @fffcuk said I was lying because I was just bitter that he broke up with me and that I wasn’t really sexually assaulted in my sleep because I “consented but just didn’t remember so that’s not illegal.” She also posted very false information about me in the handful of posts she made. Another blogger participated in the attack by sharing her posts and making her own dozen or so posts - including a screen shot from my personal blog which included a post where I admitted to attempting suicide twice - that ALSO contained multiple pieces of false information about me. Both of these bloggers were friends with my ex boyfriend and obtained the false information from him in his attempt to slander me/make me look “crazy.” You participated in my attack by sharing these posts with your thousands of followers. You participated in my attack that slandered me in an attempt to invalidate/trivialize my assault and abuse. You participated in my attack that publicly humiliated and traumatized me.
You think a massive public attack like that didn’t impact my mental health or my well being? I was trying to seek refuge and some sort of justice after enduring months of his manipulative and abusive behavior so I could feel at peace and you denied me that by directly participating in my attack, so fuck you.
Rhyse is an asshole.